i don't feel sexy...

i don't feel sexy when im eating...  that is such a girl thing to say, but i realized that it was true.   the other day i was driving listening to taylor swift (white horse) on my way home from school.  just being the stupid guy i am, i was imagining my life played out in a movie and me and my fictional girlfriend were holding hands and walking on the beach and i was loving it!  i then reach over in  my passenger seat and grab a couple of doritos and stuff my face and my daydream was rudely interrupted and i couldn't help but to think to myself "i bet taylor swift would think im so ugly right now daydreaming to her song, singing, and stuffing my face with dorito's"  1) who thinks that stuff?  2) once everyone can get past the fact that story makes me look really gay, how many of you agree that it's an almost normal and rational way of thinking?  from now on, when im driving and daydreaming about my future love-life...i put my eating on hold until the song is off.

let's just get past the fact that i haven't written a blog in 2 weeks, and celebrate in the fact that I am back writing again...im glad that's taken care of.

the other day i was making a cd for my long car ride to boone for a teacher meeting (which is probably just better that i don't share my true opinions about that whole thing to protect your ears and keep my talk wholesome) but i just went to my "top 25 most played" section on my itunes to choose some songs from there since apparently i play them the most.  i was really surprised to see all of what are my "most played" songs.  i recommend that everyone check out there itunes to see what kind of music they listen to more than others.  my music ranged from colbie caillat, bone thugs, sean kingston, shawn mcdonald, virginia coalition, jimmy needham, ben harper, dave barnes...what a random little mix that is.  

the other day, tim mcgraws song, "live like you were dying" came on the radio and i realized that i still like that song.  not just that song, but i have begun to realize that i like country music, especially the ones that are real sad, or paint these awesome love story pictures in my brain.  "don't take the girl"...i love it!  country music, tho there are several cheesey dumb songs, seems to be the only genre that really paints these pictures for me.  

i have had 2 comments in the last 2 days about my v-neck little trend that i fell into and what happened to it?  well don't worry, it has been taking a break until march 15th... why march 15th you ask?  well theres no real reason other than that's the day i decided to bring it back.  i will try to get a little bit of color on my skin before i bring that sexiness back.  you can't just bring something like that out of nowhere and expect it to be a success.  it takes time and preperation.  you don't bring a pitcher into a game before he's warmed up right.  the v-neck isn't ready, but it will be on march 15th.  i'll have pictures to show you all the beauty of the return of the v-neck.

what is the saddest movie moment that you can think of?  what's the happiest?  what is the most memorable?  i find that my answer to all these questions really is determined on the music that accompanies these moments.  i thought of this today while i was driving because a song came on the radio that was in the movie "a walk to remember" and i remembered how sad i was when the boy finds out that jamie has cancer.  i came home and youtubed the video that i was thinking of and wanted to share it with you.  if anybody has a movie clip with music that makes them happy or sad, please post it in response to this.  i absolutely love stuff like this...no homo.    

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EDadO8xKBEQ&feature=related

this past weekend was a busy weekend with moving my brother and sister into their new house.  first of all, praise Jesus for them hiring movers, i didn't realize how much furniture they had and how heavy some of it was.  after all their stuff was moved in, i and my brothers began working on some stuff at my house.  we are gutting out the kitchen and putting in new floors and cabinets and wall paint, but first we had to work on plumbing.  bennett volunteered his assistance in this area and began working on the sink pipes.  things were slow at first and then i told him that if he wanted to be a real plumber he had to look the part.  i then continued to assist him in making him look the part.  once i did this, the sink was done in no time!

i am currently listening to a random group of songs including:

  -parchute va - she is love

-brook fraser - shadowfeet

-francesca battistelli - free to be me

-ben rector

be happy that you are alive.  be happy when your with your friends.  be happy when you're alone...be happy